My life's broken record:
Starting to wonder if my love for Hollywood is just going to burn me once more...maybe I should go spend one last day at the beach and then drive away again. I guess I will never fit in anywhere, maybe I was never meant to. Maybe being able to check all those things off my bucket list is just a sign that my time here is short. My health has been fading rapidly over the last two years, and my enthusiasm for the joys I once knew are less and less each day...so discouraged by my family, what friends I still call close are so few now. Such fake people in this world...without my kids I have nothing and this place is lonely ithout them...I never cared about success , not ever, I just wanted to be a part of something bigger...to make a change for just one person somewhere out there.