Family....whatever that is...

November 4,2014:

I don;t think I believe in the word family, the only family I know is a brother I havent seen in years but talk to almost daily in one fashion or another...he currently lives in California with his wife; a brother that was easy to talk to, especially after a tattoo session or a game of dominos,  and then there are my kids and my furry family...

The rest of my family have all stabbed me in the back or ganged up on me...I don't want them anyway, they never cared about my kids or I in the first place, so why should I give a shit about thm now...??? I'm sure this isn't completely appropriate for an online viewing but today I don't give a shit. Whatever happend to that ideal family that they used to show all over the TV back in the day? Where no matter what they stood up for one another??? Taht was never a reality was it, in any home, or maybe it was for some...lucky people!

I stand by my kids. Thats enough for them, and they stand by me,so that is enough for me...I gave up on other people years ago. Friends are nice, but family is supposed to be there, bu in my life, they never are. They all lie about my kids and I, they all tend to only listen to one side of a conversation and never have they once bothered to call me to see if I was okay or if the crazy one was fromthe other room was just going crazy again...

I don't believe in family, I just believe in my diret family, my kids...they are the only ones in this world that I will never regret having in my life because they have never tried to destroy me...theare good young men who act like normal young men and they are good to their momma! I am proud of my sons. I love them equally. Mothers are not supposed to be judgemental and hateful, but I guess that is the mother I was given, a resnetful woman with a grudge...but I at least will never do that to my children. NEVER, That is my promse to them.

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